470 days to go

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April 24th – 1 year 3 months and 14 days from today

10.37am Finally having breakfast. I had a doctor’s appointment and I thought I could manage to write and have breakfast before leaving, but instead of that, I loaded the washing machine, changed a diaper and got ready… That took too long, but I got there on time.
Tomorrow we are going to Croatia for a week. The man said: “I want to see as much as I can of Europe before leaving”… The thing is… Are we still leaving? Last week he said he was moving out. He’s still here. My life is in stand by, without the little red light, or any light. I wish he keeps one promise. I decided I’m not going to show any enthusiasm about anything because it just hurts when the opposite happens, or nothing happens at all.
I love traveling and I’ve never been in Croatia before. So, I’ll put on my smile and try to wear it the entire week. The thing is, my stress level is really high today. I still didn’t prepare anything, and one day is not enough. And I plan to go to bed early (that is, not after midnight if possible), have breakfast in the morning, go to the supermarket, prepare sandwiches and pizza for the trip, leave the house clean AND write my daily post, even if it’s only 3 lines, I have to do it.

This below is the house where we are going to stay. For some reason I couldn’t save the pictures, so I just took a few pictures of the laptop’s screen. I fell in love with it as soon as I saw it.

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11 o’clock and I still have half cup of tea. At least I made a “TO DO” list, so I don’t feel that bad for relaxing for such a long time.
I should be getting ready to go to school. I’m helping to organize the library. I just feel like taking a nap. I mostly enjoy helping at school, but everything is so bad organized there that sometimes I feel I’m wasting my time. And if people knew how much I value my time… Sometimes I choose not to sleep so I don’t waste any second and stay awake doing something I really love. It’s great to have choices! Not so great to keep on making always the wrong choice. But I’m going to break that pattern soon. I said ENOUGH!

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Here my daily spring dose. Next door neighbor, the one on the left.

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Know that I’m smiling, I’ve been called “Special Woman” today (and it’s only 11.45am!!) 🙂

4.06pm I wanted to say that the library software worked. It took 4 months to have it ready. My smile now is even bigger. Today is a good day and it’s only 4.07pm!! I hope it gets even better!

~ by DotedOn on April 24, 2014.

2 Responses to “470 days to go”

  1. How wonderful trip you are going to make!!! Enjoy, see the sun, have fun and smile all the time! Don´t stop writing!

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