446 days to go

446

May 18th – 1 year 2 months and 20 days from today

11.35am And again it’s very difficult to write with everybody around. I’m in my bedroom now but soon my absence will be noticed and my kids will start coming here.
Today is a gorgeous day. As soon as the washing machine finishes the cycle, we are going to a park. I don’t feel like going anywhere but I think my kids need to enjoy one of the nice days. Specially because it could really be one of the only nice days. (Experience talking!).

Stomachache woke me up this morning. I’m really anxious and I don’t like this feeling. I can’t concentrate in anything. I’m only letting everything for later.
I’m dreaming again but I remember my dreams only briefly after I wake up.
Two days ago I dreamed of a car accident very near my house. Four cars. They ended up very far of each other. I got to the place a few seconds after it happened with my bike and was very surprised that no other cars or people were passing by. Two of the drivers were laying still on the front yard of a house. I saw the owner of that house opening the door and looking at the bodies without surprise or anything. I was on my bike watching and couldn’t believe that I didn’t hear any crash noise or anything. The silence was unreal. The disinterest was shocking. Then I woke up.
That’s another strange dream and I need to know what that means.

Accident

The accident may symbolize an error or mistake you have made. Accident dreams also represent your fears of being in an actual, physical accident. You may simply be nervous about getting behind the wheel. Or the dream is trying to warn you of some accident.
To dream of a car accident symbolizes your emotional state. You may be harboring deep anxieties and fears. Are you “driving” yourself too hard? Perhaps you need to slow down before you hit disaster. You need to rethink or re-plan your course of actions and set yourself on a better path. Dreaming that someone is injured in a car accident means that you cannot control the action of others. They have to live with the consequences of their own decisions.

All that is true!

Four

It also stands for materialistic matters and how you get things done. Alternatively, the dream may be a pun on being “for” a position. In Asian cultures, the number four is a metaphor for death.Four represents permanence, perfection, materialism, limitation, and stability.

I’m not getting anything done!


Cars
To dream of seeing cars, interpret journeying and changing in quick succession.

The changes are imperceptible so far.

Body

To dream about dead bodies implies that you are feeling detached from those around you. It may also mean that you are feeling emotionally drained.
To see or find a bloody dead body in your dream refers to a situation or issue that you can no longer avoid. You need to make an important decision and act on it immediately.

I’m working on it!

Yard

To see a neat and well-kept yard reflects your ability to maintain and organize aspects of your outside life, such as work and your social activities.
To see a messy and unkempt yard denotes that aspects of your life are out of your control.
In particular, to see your front yard represents what you choose to let other see. It is symbolic of your social personal. Consider the condition of the yard and any objects in the yard. For example, if there is a ball in the front yard, then it may mean that you want others to get to know your playful side.

It wasn’t my front yard. And it was neat. And I choose what I let other see.

Silence

To dream that you are silent indicates an inability to express yourself. You may feel inhibited in voicing your opinion and how you really feel. Alternatively, the dream refers to a situation in your waking life that has left you speechless.
To dream that someone is silent means that you are unsure about this person’s intentions. Perhaps you are still trying to understand them. There may be a sense of uneasiness.

The silence of the dream was the most shocking part.

Noise

Noise in a dream can also be indicative of finding solutions to problems in your life, a sudden noise being akin to a sudden breakthrough regarding long-term struggles.

That’s it! No noise, no solution!!

Bicycle

To dream that you are riding a bicycle, signifies the need for a balance in your life. You need to balance work and pleasure in order to succeed in your current undertakings.

I need to balance… what?

Desert

To dream that you are walking through a desert signifies loss and misfortune. You may be suffering from an attack on your reputation. Deserts are also symbolic of barrenness, loneliness and feelings of isolation and hopelessness. The desert landscape may also be a metaphor for feeling deserted and left behind.

The street was empty. Desertic. Silent. Scary. As I feel now, mute.

Street

To see a street in your dream, indicates your life’s path. The condition of the street reflects how much control you have over the direction of your life.

Now that I think of that street, there is some work done on it. I hope it reflects soon in my life.

Ghost Town

If you see a ghost town in your dream, it indicates the feeling of complete loneliness in an endeavor that should have gathered a huge support of network. Perhaps you’re reinitiating a project or idea that has been abandoned by many thus isolating yourself from others.
Alternatively, the dream may be suggesting that it is time to let go of your past and get use to the present times.

Let go! Let go! Let go! If I just could do that!!

My dreamy flowers now:

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sources: http://www.dreammoods.com http://interpret-dreams-free.com http://interpret-dreams.awardspace.com http://www.dreamforth.com

~ by DotedOn on May 18, 2014.

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