00:20.4

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I’m a bit down today. Everything is so organized here than instead of relaxing and thinking: “How could something go wrong?” I feel: “I’ll get in trouble if a mess up”. I guess it’ll take some time to adjust.
I’m not sleeping or eating very well and I feel cold all the time. Cold from the inside. I wish I could explain that better.
From the kindergarten last week, I got a quarter of package of copy paper to read, fill in, sign and return. When the teached handed it to me, I froze, my jaw dropped and I only manage to say: “For both kids, right?”, while the teacher was saying: “Velcome to Germany” and laughing at my face.

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My chimney is still not fixed. That means no painting yet. My friend came yesterday to help me fill in some papers and translate some stuff. She advised me to remove the wallpaper of another wall because the chance was big that when I paint it, it would start falling down. So yesterday evening, I started removing more wallpaper. I did it until my arms hurt.
So far, I have 4 beds ready (but only 2 mattresses, so the kids will be still sleeping in my bed, that sucks).

Between these beds, I’m going to build some kind of separating wall. I have no idea how I’m going to do it, but I will do it.

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One more bed is missing in this room and my idea is to separate the room using closets. Let’s see how that turns out.

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I could hang some of the kitchen cabinet doors and I’m still painting the others. I hope to have them ready by the end of the week.
The kitchen looked more or less like this a few weeks ago.

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Now it looks like this. (Not much better).

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You can see I didn’t feel like loading the dishwasher in… 4 days probably. And since I was alone, I only used cups and one plate. One day I used one mini pan to warm beans and tomato sauce (from a jar, of course!!). I was feeling cold that day and needed a warm meal. You guess correctly, I ate from the pan. I’m laughing.
I’m going to cook today. A nice meal for my kids and I’ll use plates and cutlery too… I ran out of cups so I HAVE to load the dishwasher anyway, so it’s ok if I use more than one pan. I do anything to avoid washing dishes (loading and unloading the dishwasher is horrible too, but ten times better than washing!).

Not every day I feel like I deserve a reward, but when I do, I have a little drink (and a lot of ice cream!).

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~ by DotedOn on September 16, 2014.

4 Responses to “00:20.4”

  1. I think you deserve a reward every day! ❤

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  2. Hey lady, nice paint job!

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