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Mug shot Tuesday. I Miss: Can you miss something that you never had? Or is it only possible to miss the things you had or you know about?
In my case, I miss a lot of things and many of those, I never had or if I had them, it was only for a short time.

I miss holding hands while watching TV.
I miss someone who would catch me wherever I fall.
I miss my good night kiss.
I miss cuddling.
I miss cooking with someone.
I miss someone who can’t take their hands off me.
I miss the warmth in my bed.
I miss a smile in the morning.
I miss strong arms around me.
I miss sex.
I miss talking to my best friend.
I miss the voice of my beloved person.
I miss someone looking at me with love and desire.
I miss someone to share my dreams with.

I could go on and on. And I can’t still decide if it’s better to have experienced those things and then to have lost them or forever wonder how it would be to have them.
I can tell that losing some of those things is hard. You end up wondering if you’ll ever have them again.
And for all the other things that I don’t really know how they are or feel, I wonder if I’ll ever be that lucky to get them. And if I do, I hope I never lose them again.

I’m tired of losing. I’m tired of things not being the way I want them to be.
If I lower my standards, does it mean that I’ll settle for less than what I want?

I miss: I guess I miss you.

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~ by DotedOn on November 24, 2015.