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Thursday. I got bad news about my grandmother’s health yesterday. I wonder if it was because of the things I told her on her birthday and that caused her blood pressure to be so high. My mom couldn’t tell.
I feel sad today, a different kind of sad.

Do you believe in black magic? Or in people who wish you no well? I do and that’s because I feel like if someone has tied up my roots or my wings and I’m stuck. There is not one thing that evolves right now. Everything is static or degrading. Nothing gets solved or fixed.
So if you pass by my house the coming days and you see candles or smell strange smells, it could be me trying whatever home remedy I’ll find on the internet that says it helps to “untie knots” or break a bad streak.

You know, when you reach certain point you start believing in anything. I got to that point, now I need to move forwards.

~ by DotedOn on January 21, 2016.