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Saturday. I’ll never know if my kids were happy to see me or if they were happy they didn’t have to spend another day with their dad.
I found my house clean and tidied up and dinner was ready. I was surprised. My ex even took all the dirty wash to his house and he said he’ll bring it back clean. I’m not sure why he bothered doing all that. He should have understood already that he has no chance with me. It’s too late. The damage was too big and the scars still hurt.

I slept terribly and not enough. I couldn’t get up this morning. I felt my body really heavy and no strength in any muscle. I’m not sure how I managed to get dressed and go to the supermarket to get something for breakfast and for the next days. It’s cold here but I don’t feel like I’m freezing. I think the little dose of summer was very good for me.

I remember I dreamed with wine. I only remember a bottle of red wine and nothing else.

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I’m quite satisfied with my dream. I really hope it’s true.



~ by DotedOn on March 5, 2016.

6 Responses to “557”

  1. Reblogged this on SURVIVORS BLOG HERE.


  2. Of course your kids were happy to see you and even if it was just because you were welcome relief over your ex, it’s still a good thing. Don’t look a gift horse in the mouth!

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  3. Paola, you’re separating the two issues: hating it with him vs. NOT hating it with you. If they were saying “I wish we lived with ‘fill in name’ instead of you OR Dad, then there’s a reason to question. If nothing else, it helps your kids appreciate you more and THAT is a good thing 🙂 In fact, remind them of this when they complain about anything to you as far as their living conditions or what you will or won’t let them do, etc. 🙂

    And it’s a shame some people wake up too late 😦

    Dreams are dreams, often too weird to have any rhyme or reason (obviously, I put no real stake in them lol), but I hope you are on an upswing, my dear 🙂 The trip may have helped with that, even though it and the travelling were less than perfect…

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    • I pay attention to my dreams because I rarely remember them. Like 10 times in the past four years!! So I take them as a sign and I look for the interpretation 😀
      I said to my kids yesterday: “If you didn’t miss me I can leave again soon”. They didn’t like that so much 🙂

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  4. So glad you’re back in one shape.
    Take care, talk soon.

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