615

615

Monday. It’s sunny and it looks like it’s also warm. I wish I could feel like the weather today.
Everything indicates that the spring is here but I don’t want to get too enthusiastic because these past days I was very happy about some things and then I got terribly disappointed. Sometimes, my heart can’t take it anymore and even tiny things feel like too much.

I’m not yet at the irrecoverable point but if some things don’t change soon, I believe I will.
Today I’m overwhelmed. Today is when I’d love my friend to come and sit here with me. Today is when I need a hug.
Today is when I don’t need another thing breaking or another thing missing. I don’t need to see that I should mow the lawn again or do four loads of wash.
Today I should be able to close my eyes and breathe.

I don’t want to hang that sign just yet.

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~ by DotedOn on May 2, 2016.

18 Responses to “615”

  1. Reblogged this on SURVIVORS BLOG HERE.

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  2. Yes, go close your eyes and breathe.

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  3. Hang on, Paola – the nice weather is here for good! never sell your heart, put it on lease! πŸ˜€

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    • Hahahaha,
      Thank you, JosΓ©!! You made me laugh! And that’s a great idea πŸ˜€

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      • of course it is, you can establish a wise interest,period of time, contract conditions and if any term is broken, you get it back! a huge hug from pt –
        spring is here by the way, it looks like summer now!

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  4. Hugs and positive thoughts from your friends here at AWM, Paola.

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  5. Across the miles hugs for you!

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  6. Wish I could give you a hug…sending virtual ones. Sometimes closing our eyes and breathing is the best we can do….and that’s okay.

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  7. Spring has sprung and love’s begun, in a moment of zen, it starts all over again…

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  8. Twin
    Sounds like a big disappointment. I’m reading between the lines. Sending you big hugs! You can always email me.
    Take care of yourself first. Don’t want you to fall again.
    M

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  9. you should try to work some me time in to each day! I know its easier said than done though, especially with kids! xoxo

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