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Saturday. I hate this feeling of not being safe. I hate it with all my heart because I know it’ll take a long time to go away. I won’t feel safe when I get home and I won’t feel safe when I’ll be alone.
I want to cry and I’m refraining from doing it because I don’t want my ex to hug me or talk to me or anything. He didn’t give a shit all the other times when I didn’t feel safe so right now I really don’t want him to pretend he cares. And if he does, well… it’s too late.

I want to go home. I wish we could leave tonight. I love it here but I’m terrified of going alone to the bathroom and what really makes me mad is that all my kids are terrified too.
I can’t even imagine how it’d have been if we were home while the thieves broke in. I had my horrible experience when I was over 25 and I’m still traumatized. How can a child recover from something like that?

It’s so f#$king unfair. I’m so mad at these bunch of mother f#$kers who every time ruin it for the rest of us. Heartless, piece of shit mother f#$kers I wish you all die.

I’m sorry, I’m mad and I know I’m not alone.


~ by DotedOn on July 2, 2016.

12 Responses to “676”

  1. Holy crap!
    What the hell happened? Not understanding?
    So you’re not home. I remember you was going away for a vacation?
    How awful!
    Why can’t you all just go back home?

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  2. Never mind the first comment I made. Saw what had happened. Maybe leave and get a different motel or something? That’s why I will never visit the other countries! No thank you! Hope you all be ok. Geez!

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  3. Yes, it’s awful, what happened. I wish I could offer you some comfort but there’s just not much to say. People suck!

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  4. It is really horrible—so traumatic for all of you šŸ˜¦ šŸ˜¦ šŸ˜¦ Try your best to be thankful they were only looking for material gain–things that can be replaced–and that you weren’t home. It’s actually because you weren’t home that it happened. These type people wait for these opportunities šŸ˜¦ It makes my heart ache for you, but still—I’m grateful YOU are all OK.

    We live in a world ruled by Evil and those who choose to follow, but it won’t be forever. Humankind still hasn’t learned its lesson, but it’s getting close to that time when we’ll have been given all the chances we can get to do so. Most humans are blind, self-serving fools and hurt others every day, in small and big ways šŸ˜¦

    When do you plan to go home? I can’t remember how long you said the trip would be. Hang in there as best you can, Paola oxox

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    • Thank you, Donna! šŸ™‚
      As you read already, we left earlier. Such a shame!
      I’m also glad we were not there when it happened.
      Anyway, my kids are terrified and probably scarred for life.


      • Oh, the damage that is done šŸ˜¦ As with all things, the terror of it will diminish in time, but probably never completely leave them. The impression it makes will likely dictate certain aspects of their lives, hopefully not paranoia, but caution. It’s just awful šŸ˜¦


  5. I am sad that this happened to you. these motherfuckers need to be caught! but sadly probably they will never be. makes me angry. xxx

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