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I went to the doctor and I didn’t hear what I wanted to hear. I need to go again for further examinations. I’m terrified. I hate waiting and I hate not knowing. I hate being alone here and I hate having to ask someone to drive me to the specialist next week. I was hating my Monday very much so I went to sleep really early. I had no idea that I could hate Tuesday almost twice as much. I had to clean and tidy up but I couldn’t do it. At 6.20pm I said to my kids: “I can’t deal with this day anymore, I’m going to bed”. Sometimes I really wonder who’s the parent in this house.
Anyway, something strange and kind of funny happened. One of those things that “could only happen to me”.

I woke up yesterday and found this e-mail:

I read it a few times and wondered how could that be possible. Then I decided to answer: (and please excuse all the mistakes).

I thought that my reply was going to be enough, but I was really surprised when I a couple of hours later I got another e-mail from the girl.

I decided to answer.

A couple of minutes later, another e-mail:

Wow, straight to the point.
And my reply.

And another e-mail minutes later.

so I replied.

And another one.

When I read this one I had to laugh really hard. I don’t think there is a person in this world who I hadn’t ask if they had a brother for me. This has to be a sign!

How could I not answer!

I must admit that I was expecting her replying 22.

?? how can I answer to that?

I couldn’t stop laughing.

This one sounded strange but hey, widower is always better than married, right?

Strange, right? But I’m glad that happened. it made me think in something else. Specially in the evening, I wasn’t sure how it was going to be. It turned out ok. I spent it taking screenshots of the e-mails and arranging the messages chronologically.
I asked my oldest kids to take care of the youngest ones because I couldn’t do it.

Later I ask my oldest son to get me some apple juice from the supermarket. When he came back, he gave me this:

He’s 14 and he already knows what to do. I’m so proud of him. I couldn’t eat the ice-cream though, my stomach hurt and I could barely eat dinner.

I went to sleep around 10.40pm, super glad that the day was almost gone.

I’ll be stressing the rest of the morning about all the things I didn’t do yesterday. My cousins should be here in a couple of hours.

~ by DotedOn on June 17, 2015.